why is love possible?

I am sick of love.

Trying my best to stay away from it, it always finds me and haunts me. I have been in love with THREE different people at once, and I have been longing for a boy in my life, and I still am! I'M TIRED!!! Because I know I'm not that pretty, and I know that nobody likes me in that way, and I know...

... that love is the most beautiful and magical in life, and that you can't REALLY get tired of it. But I don't know what to do! I'm in love with 3 people... well, I can make that two.

It is always like: "Oh, I wonder how it would be if I had a boyfriend right now..." and "I wish I had a boyfriend!"

I dreamt for a period about love, every single night I dreamt I was kissing somebody, flirting with somebody - but this is the weird part; every time I dreamt that I was supposed to kiss him - it never happened! I always woke up or something like that! That is the weird part about dreaming of love.

tonight I'm gonna have myself a real good time

Hi guys.

Sorry, I don't known what I was thinking.

I can not be that person who quit blogging because nobody is commenting.

But please, comment?

I'm in a big party mood. Maybe because I have not been on a club lately? No. Honest, I have never really been on a club. My age is... not 18. I'm listening to songs that makes me feel good, but still I just want to dance.

(...)

I just visited my bedroom, and it was FREEZING! I promise you, I was dying in there trying to find my headset.

catch me

you have to check out this site...

Gives Me Hope

This is something from this site:

Due to financial

struggle, my family discovered we could no longer keep our house. Our neighbors have taken us in and given us the empty apartment in their house. We each have our own bedroom, and probably three times the space we would've had otherwise because they're not even asking for rent. T

hey GMH.

Last year, a girl at my school died from a brain tumor. The whole school raised over $10,000 dollars for her family so the medical

expenses would be paid off. My school has only 300 people in it. You guys GMH!

Today, I was visiting my grandmother at her nursing home. There, i saw two men happily racing to their rooms in their wheelchairs. Staying forever young GMH

While at the store I notic

ed a man that was obviously mentally challenged. He wanted a free balloon that they give out to kids. They were out. A girl about 5 noticed him crying and walked up to

him and said "here mister. you can have mine!" The look on his face was priceless. That girl GMH.

I'm a deaf high school student. Last week was School Spirit Week, and one activity last week was to dress up as an inspirational person you knew or knew about. I went to s

chool without dressing up like anyone, and when I got to school I found that 20 or 30 kids had dressed up like ME! I cried because they understood what I go through. They

GMH.

This did not just make me cry, it made me realize what hope can be, and how much it means. So check out this site for more.

today's song:

bikini and sunglasses

I miss summer.

I love winter, but I miss the vacation and I miss swimming in the sea and I miss wearing light clothes.

Do you miss summer?

Just being with my friends is inspiration to me and my songwriting. I'm not that good in songwriting, but I write some anyway. I love them and I want to hang out with them some time soon.

"Long time, no see" with your friends too?

and so I'm ailing across the sea to an island where we'll meet

Lucky

This song is very cute.

ENJOY.

WHAT do YOU think?