why is love possible?

I am sick of love.

Trying my best to stay away from it, it always finds me and haunts me. I have been in love with THREE different people at once, and I have been longing for a boy in my life, and I still am! I'M TIRED!!! Because I know I'm not that pretty, and I know that nobody likes me in that way, and I know...

... that love is the most beautiful and magical in life, and that you can't REALLY get tired of it. But I don't know what to do! I'm in love with 3 people... well, I can make that two.

It is always like: "Oh, I wonder how it would be if I had a boyfriend right now..." and "I wish I had a boyfriend!"

I dreamt for a period about love, every single night I dreamt I was kissing somebody, flirting with somebody - but this is the weird part; every time I dreamt that I was supposed to kiss him - it never happened! I always woke up or something like that! That is the weird part about dreaming of love.

tonight I'm gonna have myself a real good time

Hi guys.

Sorry, I don't known what I was thinking.

I can not be that person who quit blogging because nobody is commenting.

But please, comment?

I'm in a big party mood. Maybe because I have not been on a club lately? No. Honest, I have never really been on a club. My age is... not 18. I'm listening to songs that makes me feel good, but still I just want to dance.

(...)

I just visited my bedroom, and it was FREEZING! I promise you, I was dying in there trying to find my headset.